Sunday, April 29, 2007
Long Time Gone-
I haven't posted in a very long time. I have thought about posting a lot- but then thinking about it, i thought it wasn't worth posting...
What exactly does that mean? Like any of my thoughts are worth posting.
It seems like life is moving really quick lately. I'm in spring term of college- and I'm going to be moving into a dorm next fall. I've been going to Luke's dad's house a lot more in the past two months - which is good. The past relationship between Luke and his dad hasn't been the best- so i'm excited for Luke and to be a part of his family. I'm still working at PizzAmore- which seems like I need to move up or leave. I plan to leave by next winter- but i need some change in my life.
As if there wasn't enough already.
I just feel older than ever... which sounds stupid because so far in my life- nineteen is the oldest i've been. Marriage talk has be circulating me and the people around me lately. It feels strange to be talking about getting married at ninteen- but at the same time, i feel (almost) ready. It's like the next adventure God has planned. The saying that people say to you when you're feeling overhelmed with bad things can work for good things too- God will never give you more than you can handle. Right now I'm handling finishing Spring Term and balancing my family with Lukes Family. Next is the summer => with the school and work that I'll be doing.
Speaking of Summer- The youth group came up and talked about their trip to New Orleans. I felt old sitting, looking at all of them when only a year ago i was up onstage. I'm not really sure why i felt so old- maybe it was just that i was unattachted to them, because everything James was saying about high schoolers- i could relate to... the e-mails are only for adults and texting... It was a weird feeling though. Almost like i didn't want to be put in the same group as high schoolers- but i wanted to be up there going to New Orleans with them.
A bittersweet feeling i suppose.
the end- this hopefully satisfies my blog posting... i'll try to do better- for all of you still reading.
What exactly does that mean? Like any of my thoughts are worth posting.
It seems like life is moving really quick lately. I'm in spring term of college- and I'm going to be moving into a dorm next fall. I've been going to Luke's dad's house a lot more in the past two months - which is good. The past relationship between Luke and his dad hasn't been the best- so i'm excited for Luke and to be a part of his family. I'm still working at PizzAmore- which seems like I need to move up or leave. I plan to leave by next winter- but i need some change in my life.
As if there wasn't enough already.
I just feel older than ever... which sounds stupid because so far in my life- nineteen is the oldest i've been. Marriage talk has be circulating me and the people around me lately. It feels strange to be talking about getting married at ninteen- but at the same time, i feel (almost) ready. It's like the next adventure God has planned. The saying that people say to you when you're feeling overhelmed with bad things can work for good things too- God will never give you more than you can handle. Right now I'm handling finishing Spring Term and balancing my family with Lukes Family. Next is the summer => with the school and work that I'll be doing.
Speaking of Summer- The youth group came up and talked about their trip to New Orleans. I felt old sitting, looking at all of them when only a year ago i was up onstage. I'm not really sure why i felt so old- maybe it was just that i was unattachted to them, because everything James was saying about high schoolers- i could relate to... the e-mails are only for adults and texting... It was a weird feeling though. Almost like i didn't want to be put in the same group as high schoolers- but i wanted to be up there going to New Orleans with them.
A bittersweet feeling i suppose.
the end- this hopefully satisfies my blog posting... i'll try to do better- for all of you still reading.
